Combinatorial Word Fragments, Week (2020-2021) by Natalie Terezi Rei Watts


Dissociative consciousness eddies carved through text. Constrained to 168 hours.


1 :: ENRIP RAPTURAL NO THOUGHTS THAT LAND, THESE WORDS DON'T GO ANYWHERE, SCHIZOKINETIC ASSOCIATIVE DELIRUM(SIC) THE LANGUOR OF DEPRIVATION SLEEP HOLE I AM AT THE WORD THERE IS A WALL WHEN I OPEN IT I FIND CLOCK CLOCK CLOCK CLOCK CLOCK CLOCK CLOCK CLOCK CLOCK CLOCK CLOCK CLOCK AND IT KEEPS REPEATING, HONEY WHY IS IT GREY OUT?

failed preservative


2 :: HAUNTOLOGY PREVAILS WHEN FETID SCABS BREAK OUT ON YOUR HEAD LIKE PUS BUT REMEMBER IT IS NOT FOREVER THE PAST CAN BE KILLED IT IS A CORPSE YOU ARE ALREADY IN ITS ORGANS YOU ONLY HAVE TO DRAG IT OUT BECOME YOUR OWN GEOTRAUMA eternity is a myth sought by capitalists so to become the godhead i have to kill them and eat their flesh, i am the gnostic goo-goo-ca-choo THE BEATLES WON'T SEE WHAT'S COMING FOR THEM AND NEITHER WILL NIXON I HAVE GIBSON FISHER DELEUZE BORGES IN MY VEINS AND MY HEAD IS A GUN, NOISE IS THE SONIC SCREAM OF RAPTURE AWAITING FREEDOM


3 :: death lasts for so long but only at the fringes, if freud were right I would already be one with the thanatos drive and every dark and gurgling and putrid neodeath would be enveloping me like a blanket of macerating putrid bodies. it would taste like wine

there is no association only the blinding flare of vantalight


4 :: there are planets overhead but they don't care THEY DON'T CARE if you need anything done you need to scream until their rings shatter and their orbits fall, THAT'S WHAT IT TAKES TO GET YOU TO CARE, if all else fails go to the throat and see if the juggular can withstand stainless steel FUTURE NULL INFNITY THESE LIMBS ARE SCARS CAUSALITY IN MONOCHROME KNIFEPOINT BLITZ, SEE HOW MUCH YOU CAN RIP UNTIL THEY DECIDE YOU'RE TOO MUCH OF A PROBLEM


5 :: horror vacuous empty threshold ennui potholes gendarme spilling right in clogging it up foucault gags on how much there is to chew autokenophobia


6 :: Humanity is a non-definition; it somehow pretends that compassion is limited to those of a select biology, rather than those of all existences and non-existences and everywhere in-between and unmentioned. There is no greater lie than the belief that the physical is all that matters


7 :: ARDUOUS DAYS ARDUOUS DAYS REMEMBER IN YOUR CRANIAL HOLLOW THAT DEATH IS NOT ALL THERE IS I WILL FIGHT I WILL FIGHT NO MATTER HOW MUCH I BREAK DOWN I ALWAYS GET NEW AMMO TO USE AGAINST You

BETTER START RUNNING BEFORE You DISCOVER THAT WE'VE LEARNED TO EAT GHOSTS